What am I doing anymore? hmmm, my mind needs to settle. And it seems to settle at its best when I am doing and concentrating on artwork. However, it is not like I can do artwork all the time. Jobs seem to be fairly important in order to make some sort of living, but the job seems so boring and without thinking I would go insane. Although, I seem to go insane anyway when i am thinking. Possibly a change in subject matter would be the best way to go. Perhaps, I should think more logically about stuff. However, it is hard to do so when it is so easy to think illogical. It is much more fun to think in the ways that make the least sense, well, for a while anyway.