I have finally realized several things while I have been at home and taking a break from school (but by no means a break from anything else.) I seem to have remebered the flame of joy that I was born in to. And it makes me question have I been hanging around with some people who have a negative perspective on life?

To be quite honest it annoys me and somewhat hurts my personality when people have to be negative about so many things. I have never understood why people have to make comments about everything and be "critics" about every part of life. Is it because they know they have no control and are trying to find as much to control?

Just because they don't like some things in life doesn't mean it should be burnt, shot or suffer in any way... And in saying that, which I realize is probably just them saying something, what do they gain? People live in this world in so many ways. To say a place should either be burnt down, this person should be shot, slapped in the face or any other horrible thing that one could do breaks me. I suppose if that place or person is doing evil it is a different story. But just because they may do something different they automatically are ostracized (at least from their perspective).

I suppose I have never liked any discrimination in this world. Just the tiny little bit can throw me off. I have never been a negative person, and I fear I may be turing into someone who I wasn't several years ago. Why can't we enjoy what is infront of us and be open minded instead of stuck on certain ways?

I can't change it. Nor do I want to, but the thing I can change is my ways and my life... All it takes is an open mind, and possibly an open heart.